As most of you know I went to the ER on Monday. I had been to radiation and spent the afternoon with Jordan. I started having chest pains and my hands started tingling. I figured it was anxiety related and decided to go home. At the last minute I decided ER was the better option. I am thankful the right decision was made. I found out last night that it was a heart attack and it was not minor. I feel this is still someone else's body everything is happening to. It seems like another box continues to be checked off my list. Who would have thought a heart attack could be added to my list? My platelet count (allows your blood to clot) continues to drop as well. I should be over 150,000 but when I was admitted I was at 38,000 and before going home today it had dropped to 20,000. Below 10,000 is critical so we will continue to monitor.
We could choose several options, but my family, oncologist and myself agree that it's time to surrender it all to the Lord. I feel He's told me all along to wait and trust in Him. So I was discharged today and we are home waiting for His perfect timing. We will be talking to Hospice care soon and decided to make everything as comfortable and easy for me.
I considered letting Jenna blog for me tonight but realized this journey might be coming to an end and I'm excited to see how the final chapter plays out. I pray God will be very merciful to my family and they will not see me suffer. I've lost a lot of weight and still struggle with my appetite. I have 8 more rounds of radiation and praying it will alleviate the lower back pain.
This is where unexplained peace comes in the midst of the storm. No one can explain it to you. Knowing Jesus has it all in His Hands and is in complete control is how you have this peace. We as a family have shared many tears today but we can all say "It is well with my soul."
"Today is the day the Lord has made, I will rejoice and be glad in it."
I don't know another living soul as ready to meet her Maker as you - well, and Billy Graham! You have fought the good fight - both before your diagnosis and every day since. You are truly the epitome of a Christian. Thank you for the inspiration you have been for me. Your life has been a testimony of who God is and what He does and what He can do. Thank you, thank you, thank you! I only know you from your blog, but I lift you and your family up in prayer every morning. I am truly grateful for what your life has meant to everyone it has already touched, and those it will continue to touch!!!!! Godspeed!
ReplyDeleteI can barely see right now to type because tears are clouding my eyes.
ReplyDeleteI don't know if you will ever know on this side of heaven what a gift you are. You have blessed so many people and influenced people and pointed them to Christ as long as I have known you. When I hear the word faithful - I think of you. You have never wavered. And this was true before cancer ever came in to your life. I can't help but think that God must smile every time He thinks of you because you are one of His most treasured servants. You have given your life to serving Him and loving those around you. I am forever grateful to know you Janet. I can never express what an impact you have had on my life. I'm praying for a miracle.
I only hope that I could ever be even a 10th of the person that you are.
Love you dearly.
Janet- You are such an example of a Godly woman!!!!! You are remarkable! I have learned so much from your example! I love you and I am praying for you!
ReplyDeleteYour blog has shown so much grace in your life. I pray that the Lord will show you such loving kindness and care and that your family will be sheltered under His wings.
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing your journey and your testimony of God's grace. He will not give us more than we can bear. We love you and lift you and your family in prayer.
ReplyDeleteHi Janet,
ReplyDeleteI worked with Tony and having been following your story. Your life, love and attitude are such a testament of Christ. You are so strong and your family and friends are all blessed to know you!!
Praying the Lord grows ever closer to you during this time and you feel His presence in a deep amazing way. You are creating such a legacy for your children and grandchildren and all those that follow. A Godly women is to be praised. You are a jewel in Jesus crown. I am so thankful that Kelly shared your story on her blog and I have been honored to follow along your journey. Well done good & faithful servant ~ carry on ~
ReplyDeleteJanet
ReplyDeleteI am praying for your family. My heart breaks for them. I was telling Rachel the other day that we here on earth want you to keep fighting and stay with us, but I know my precious Xander, along with many others are saying "hurry Janet, get here, Heaven is more than we could have ever imagined" I told Xander repeatedly to "run to Jesus" and now I tell you "Run to Jesus Janet"
You captured my heart with your sweet precious personality on a mission trip to Chicago the summer of 1998. Love you
God has so strongly pressed into my heart this week that many people struggle with whether or not God can or whether or not God will...but what's worse- there are many that struggle with whether or not God IS. I've had that crisis of faith lately. I've been through so much pain and sometimes I feel like... if He is there, why is He allowing this? And then I see your testimony of faith- never shaken - trusting Him all the way to the point of death. I realize it's not that He's not there, I've just put myself in a position of not being able to see him. I want to see Him more clearly. I want to change my mess into a message. I want you to know that you have not suffered in vain. Your testimony will impact my life for the rest of my life. I pray for peace and comfort for you and your family. Love, Heather
ReplyDeleteDear, DEAR Janet...
ReplyDeleteYou have been such an encouragement to me as I have watched and read how beautifully and graciously you have followed our Savior in your battle with this disease. I just love how you are sharing your heart and thoughts with us right up to the "doorway" when you will no longer look back but you'll have your eyes fixed on Jesus! Oh that we all would see HIM as clearly as you! Thank you for showing us how to exit this world with grace and faith. My prayers continue to be with you and your family...that God would surround you ALL with HIS peace and comfort during a time of "good-bye's". For us who know and love the Lord, it's not "good-bye" as much as "see you later"!
"My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever." ~Psalm 73:26
Through this journey we've gone through with the family, i've thought "look at the lives mom has been able to touch through her story" yet i've taken little time to examine what God is/has been showing me through this whole process.
ReplyDeleteI've told many that mom's journey is not in vain, that there's a reason and purpose for everything she's going through. One of the many things i've been very proud of with mom is the life of faith she has lived and the legacy that she's passing on. I know that one of the most important things to mom is that her grandkids (my children) grow up in a home that has Jesus at the center. That has lead me to realize what my mom has taught me through this journey, and the changes I need to make in my life, to continue to live and pass on the legacy mom has built.
I must say, I am beyond proud to call Janet Pate my mother. She has been a rockstar when it comes to proclaiming the name of Jesus and living a life of faith. Selfishly I want to keep her here as long as I can, especially when it comes to my boys knowing her. But I know she's nearing the finish line of life and i'm excited for her to be welcomed into the arms of our loving savior, for whom she has lived so dilligently and faithfully.
I love you mom! Bryan
I don't know you, but I have been so impressed with the way you have chronicled your journey...and the courage you have shown in the middle of much adversity...and the way you have given glory to God in the good and in the bad. Your posts have been a blessing to me. Just from reading the past year, I feel like you have definitely "fought the good fight." Although it may not be comforting now, I pray your family will know and hold these words close to their hearts...they were shared with me when my own mother moved to Our Father's House, and they bring much peace to my heart: "Precious in the sight of the LORD is the death of His godly ones." Psalm 116:15. I have been praying for you and will continue.
ReplyDeleteDear Sweet Janet, I don't know you in this life but when I get to Heaven I want to hug you!! It seems like you are about to see God in flesh, and walk those streets of gold....it's what we sing about every Sunday- "What a day that will be when my Jesus I shall see" and "when we all see Jesus we'll sing and shout the victory". I could be there before you..we never know, but we should be ready. Love you!!
ReplyDeleteGod Bless you Janet. I will pray for peace for you & your family. What a legacy you have made.
ReplyDeleteThank you for your heart for the Lord and what you have taught me by remaining faithful! I admire you and the woman of God that you are! Every time I think of you the Lord reminds me of Psalm 90:12. The scripture reads, "So teach us to number our days that we may get a heart of wisdom." Thank you for teaching me how to cherish every moment and to live while I can making every moment count for the Kingdoms cause. You are an angel set from heaven above! I am confident that the Lord is sitting on His throne looking at you with a smile on his face! Continue to call on His Name and rest in His embrace! You have been in my thoughts and prayers and will continue to be.
ReplyDeleteLove, love, love you!
Hi Janet. I found your blog thru Kellys Korner when you were first diagnosed and have read ever since. Your update today broke my heart but your strength and faith is inspiring. Wishing you and your family peace as you take your final journey
ReplyDeleteI love you Janet.... tears are flowing... how I wish I could wrap my arms around you... I love you all... more than you are able to imagine. xoxo Kim
ReplyDeleteJanet, I have been following your blog, and praying for you and your family, ever since Kelly mentioned your struggles back in February 2012. Throughout your entire journey you have been such a light for Christ and always given everything to God. Even through your blog, you have been an amazing example of faith and I am thankful to have gotten to "know" you. I will continue to pray for you and your family in this next stage of your journey.
ReplyDeleteJanet, I found your blog when Kelly Stamps asked for prayers for you some time ago. I've been following along and praying for you and your family since. Your entry today moved me to tears. I pray for comfort for you in the times ahead and for your family and many friends beyond that. Thank you Janet for letting so many of us be inspired by you. God Bless you.
ReplyDeletePraying for your comfort and for your pain to ease. God is near and he holds you in the palm of his hand. I admire your faith and your strength and have cherished reading your blog.
ReplyDeleteDear Janet,
ReplyDeleteYour faith and peace in God has helped me so much.. You are an encouragement to me. You are amazing. I have prayed for you... God Bless you....
Janet,
ReplyDeleteWith tears and a heavy heart I want to tell you how precious you are!! The example you have set to so so many is amazing and will never be forgotten!!! My family continues to pray for you everyday, asking God for a miracle!! We love you and I am so very thankful to call you my friend!!!!!!
Hugs,
Susanne
Janet,
ReplyDeleteYou don't know me, but I found your blog through Kellys Korner. I have been amazed at the faith you have and the peace you have. Finding peace with dying and not being with my family is something I struggle with. I have been a Christian most of my life and my husband and I are raising our children in a Christian home. I often think about the "what-ifs" and how I would handle the situation of death. Your faith has been so encouraging to me. I pray for peace and rest for you and strength that can only come from the Lord for your whole family.
I too am a reader who was lead to your blog from Kelly Stamp's initial prayer request. I have been in awe of your everso strong and unfailing faith in all situations and have admired your focus on the Lord throughout your journey. And now, dear Janet, as you lie in wait to meet face to face the absolute glory and wonder of our Heavenly Father, I pray that He will hold you in the palm of His loving hand and take you softly to the other side. May the peace that passes understanding fill your tired heart, knowing that you are leaving an amazing legacy of love and faith, not only to your devoted family and friends, but also to those whose lives you have touched from reading your blog. Yes dear Janet, your body is growing weaker and weaker, but you are finishing STRONG.
ReplyDeleteJanet,
ReplyDeleteLike many, I stumbled on your blog and count my blessings often that God led me here. You are an amazing, amazing woman of God. I pray that He give you peace and comfort as you continue your journey towards his loving arms. You have touched so many hearts and strengthened so many people in faith. We will be praying for you up north. God Bless you and your family in the days to come!
Mrs. Janet,
ReplyDeleteI found your blog and have been reading for quite some time. I am praying for your physical comfort in this time and your family's emotional comfort. Your faith and hope in the Lord is so evident, and it has been such an encouragement to me. I pray that He gives you peace which surpasses all understanding. During this season, I cannot help but to think how blessed we are that our Savior came who is our Prince of Peace and a Mighty God. May you find your rest in Him. Praying for an incredibly blessed time with your family during this time.
Tears... of both joy and sadness. All our love to you and your family.
ReplyDeleteJanet,
ReplyDeleteI started following your blog when Kelly Stamps asked for prayer for you on her blog. The Lord has used you in a mighty way!! Following your journey and seeing your legacy of faith is so inspiring to me. Although I don't know you personally in this life, I can't wait to hug you in Heaven and worship the The Lord with you forever!!
Praying for you and your family. Much love to you!
Hi Janet,
ReplyDeleteI, too, found your blog awhile back through Kelly Stamps. I have been reading every post ever since. I am in awe of your love for the Lord and the grace and peace you have shown throughout your journey. You are the epitome of what it means to be a true follower and believer of Christ - the real deal. I will continue to pray for a miracle and for peace for you and your family. Know that your journey has impacted me - a stranger living in California - and has encouraged me to begin to develop a deeper relationship with the Lord. For that, I thank you.
Peace and love to you.
I too found your blog through Kelly stamps last year and have been reading ever since.
ReplyDeleteI attend mars hill church in Seattle. Pastor mark Driscoll often preaches about suffering well and ending well. It makes me think of you every time. Jesus has used you to share the Gospel with many. I know without a doubt you will hear, "well done my good and faithful servant". And really...that's what this life is worth living for.
I'm praying for you as you enter this seemingly last chaper. I also pray for your sweet tony, Bryan and his family and Jordan and hers. That HIS peace may surpass all understanding. That when times are tough and they are mourning that the JOY OF THE LORD will shine upon them and they will find HOPE in the fact that they WILL be with you again.
Hugs to you sweet sister. I look forward to meeting you in Heaven. :)
Erin West
I once was lost in sin but Jesus took me in
ReplyDeleteAnd then a little light from heaven filled my soul
It bathed my heart in love and it wrote my name above
And just a little talk with my Jesus made me whole
Have a little talk with Jesus tell him all about our troubles
Hear our fainted cry answer by and by
Feel a little prayer wheel turning know a little fire is burning
Find a little talk with Jesus makes it right
Sometimes my path grows drear without a ray of cheer
And then a cloud of doubt may hide the day
The mists of sin may rise and hide the starry skies
But just a little talk with Jesus clears the way
Have a little talk with Jesus...
I may have doubts and fears my eyes be filled with tears
But Jesus is a friend who watches day and night
I go to him in prayer he knows my every care
And just a little talk with my Jesus makes it right
Have a little talk with Jesus...
Find a little talk with Jesus makes it right
Janet our family is praying for you and your family daily. Thank you from the bottom of our hearts for all you have done for our children you have touched all of their lives and been a living example of Christ for them. As Cassidy said I just don't want her to be in pain anymore. We love you and are so thankful for you! Love you, The Colbert's
I too found your blog through Kelly's blog a long time ago. My heart hurts for you and your family. I lost my mother to brain cancer two years ago so I know the pain that your children feel. I will tell you that Hospice is awesome both for you and your family. That is a decision you will not regret. I will be praying for peace and comfort for your pain. God Bless you!!!
ReplyDeleteI too found your blog through Kelly Stamps last year. I have been following your journey and have never commented. You have been such an inspiration for me. You have a beautiful family. Praying for you!!!!
ReplyDeleteJanet.. My heart hurts for you and your family. It is never easy to enter into this chapter of life but with the help of the Lord it does ease the pain a little bit. God Bless you and your family.
ReplyDeleteJanet,
ReplyDeleteA comment on a blog post seems so inadequate when I want nothing more than to hop on an airplane to come serve you and your family. You have raised two sharp arrows of your own. And it was my delight as a young mother to observe from the sidelines. Thank you for encouraging hundreds of us on our journey of raising sharp arrows, especially during the teen years. Life is but a vapor. But you, my friend, will out live your life because you and your legacy are a making a kingdom difference. Much love!
I have been reading your blog and praying for you since I read your story on Kelly Stamps blog. What a joy it has been to hold you up to Jesus in prayer. I can only imagine how beautiful it will be for you to see Jesus face to face, to jump into His arms and to live forever with Him in total perfection. It will be glorious. I will continue to lift your family up in prayer as I know this earthly side of life isn't perfection and life hurts so much. I can not wait to meet you someday, dear sister in Christ. Sending love and prayer to you and your family.
ReplyDeletePraying for you and your family. I am amazed at your strength, courage, and faith. You really are a remarkable woman. I am honored that I have gotten to "know" you through this blog. You have touched many lives with your love of the Lord!!
ReplyDeleteI randomly clicked on your link from Kelly's Korner blog a couple years ago and I'm so glad I got to read your words! Your faith is amazing and whenever I've had a bad or frustrating day, I've read your blog and have always been reminded to trust and rejoice in The Lord no matter what circumstance. I know you've touched so many with your faith! Prayers to you and your family
ReplyDeleteI don't know what I can say that others haven't already said. I also found your blog through Kelly, and something kept me coming back, though I have never left a comment. Your faith has been inspiring and a real example to all who have faced hardship (and who among us has not?). Thank you for being open and honest. Godspeed on your journey. Amen.
ReplyDeleteI've been faithfully following you since you began this "unknown" journey and have tried to let you know through my comments that I'm always praying for you and for your lovely family. What a special servant of God you are that He has allowed you to share these last days with all of us. For I think we need your courage and grace more than you know. I worked for Hospice for many years and encourage you to take advantage of all of the help they have for you now and also hope that your family will allow Hospice to comfort and support them in the future. I know without a doubt that when you see Jesus you WILL hear what the rest of us can only hope HE says to us. "Well done though good and faithful servant." May God continue to bless you as He brings you along these final days of your time here on earth. Please remember those of us left behind and still struggling. You will be rewarded for your faithfulness and sit at His feet in glory forever!! And we will have a special angel in heaven hopefully praying for us here on Earth!! God Bless you Janet.
ReplyDeleteGod knew you would carry His message to many with courage and great faith and you have done so without fail and falter.
ReplyDeleteI pray you enter His presence in peacefulness with all the love of family and friends by your side as they help usher you into the gates of Heaven.
I do not know you. I found your blog through Kelly's blog. I have been amazed at your faith and trust in the Lord. I hope that when faced with any trying situation in life, I can have half the faith and courage that you've shown. What a tremendous blessing to your family you have been by being such a rock. May God truly bless you in this time and bless your family as they care for you.
ReplyDeleteJanet,
ReplyDeleteYou have inspired my walk. Thank you for sharing your story. My prayers are with you and your family.
Michelle in KY
Lifting you and your whole family up to the Father. Praying for peace and comfort for each of you. You have been such a help to me as I walk through a similiar journey with my beloved daddy. You are loved and appreciated, so much.
ReplyDeleteDear Janet -
ReplyDeleteI, too, found your blog through Kelly Stamps. You have been such a blessing and inspiration to me. My heart aches for your family but rejoices for you as you'll soon see Jesus face-to-face. Thank you for your witness and testimony. I pray that God fills you and your beautiful family with peace.
Susan in Indiana
Dear Janet,
ReplyDeleteThis is Jared Howard. Its been a long time since we have seen each other but you have always been in my prayers. I don't know if you know this but because of the impact you had on me thru my high school years, your the one at 412 that is a reason why i still follow God to this day. I do not know what it is like to lose a parent or a spouse but i did lose my grandpa at a moment that i wasn't ready for. It impacts me to this day and it warms my heart to see how strong you and your family are. I workout everyday to get stronger and look "big" but honestly janet your the strongest person i know. Your faith in God is stronger than this world has seen. IM actually studying for my nursing final right now and your blog tonight has given me the passion and desire to keep trying. I pray that one day i could be as strong as you.
Dear Janet, I found your blog through Kelly, too. I've never met you, but your words and faith have warmed my heart. My prayers for your family and for you and my gratitude for meeting you through blogging. Hugs to you!
ReplyDeleteJanet, I too found your blog and started following your journey. I have never met you but I can say that you have been such an inspiration to me. I pray for God be with you and your family during this time. Thanks for sharing your journey with us. I will continue to pray for your healing and comfort.
ReplyDeleteYou and your family are in our prayers. Bless you for sharing your journey with all of us. What a great legacy to leave your family with. The photos of you with your precious grandson tear at my heart. Godspeed in your journey Janet.
ReplyDeleteDear Janet,
ReplyDeleteI have been inspired by your journey and found your blog through Kelly Stamps blog. I honestly do not know how I found Kelly's blog. I have never blogged or read a blog prior to reading Kelly's when she was reaching out for prayers for you. I am a firm believer everything happens for a reason and I am now understanding why the Lord has shared your blog with me through Kelly's blog. I have had struggles with my Faith. I can honestly share you have instilled in me the importance of believing, proclaiming and praising our Savior with every breath I take and every moment I go through in life. I recently had a very close friend lose her battle with ovarian, lung and liver cancer so I honestly believe this is another reason the Lord introduced me to you through Kelly's blog. I saw my friend Labor Day weekend and gave her the biggest hug ever. She went to Heaven a month later. When I read about you and what you are going through I seriously believe the Lord brought me comfort to read about your journey. I now very strongly believe everything is in His hands thanks to how you have inspired me with your faithful journey. I pray for a miracle, but more importantly I pray for peace and comfort for you and your family. You are in my prayers and I am grateful the Lord has showed me the way to both you and Kelly. Janet, my life is forever changed and my Faith changed because of you and I wanted to take a moment to share this gift the Lord has shared with me through you.
Karrie from Wisconsin
Thank you Janet for sharing your faith filled journey this side of heaven. Know that you have inspired and deepened walks with your faith in our Lord. I pray for peace that surpasses all our earthly understanding for you and your family in the days ahead. Surely you will hear "well done good and faithful servant." My prayers continue here in so. Calif.
ReplyDeleteDearest Janet,
ReplyDeleteAfter reading your blog tonight, John and I got on our knees and lifted you and your precious family up to our Heavenly Father. What a blessing and inspiration you are to so many. Lives have been eternally changed because of your faithfulness - and I thank God for you. We love you and will continue to pray for you and your family.
Much Love,
Whitney Ray
Mrs Janet,
ReplyDeleteYou don't know me & like so many, I found you through Kelley. As I was reading through the comments, I realized there is one thing in common... You, through your example, have inspired people to strengthen their walk with Christ! How wonderful is that?! You are such an inspiration and a true example of Christ! Thank you for your life! I will continue to pray for peace & comfort for you and your family. Will you do me a favor? Once you have hugged Jesus & everyone that has welcomed you home, will you hug my boys for me?? Thank you!!
Much love,
Jennifer
Thank you so much for the example you've set for so many. I've checked your page every day hoping for that miracle for you and now it's here. Maybe not in the way friends and family would like, but in God's way. You have touched lives that you will never even know about, me included. You are a true inspiration and I can only hope that I would be able to handle any circumstance with as much grace and dignity as you. Thank you again for sharing your walk and your beautiful family.
ReplyDeleteJanet- I am speechless, but I feel like I must comment since I never have before. Thank you so much for sharing your life through this blog. You have inspired me and made a huge impact on my life. Thank you for your openness and honesty, even on the hardest days. I pray God gives you and your family peace, strength, and joy!
ReplyDeleteDear Janet,
ReplyDeleteI have followed your blog for some time... you and your family have made a bug impact on so many lives.... I cant not express into words the faith you have shown. You are in my prayers and will continue to be in my prayers. Also I pray for peace and understanding for your family . As I know this time will be hard on them I know the long comforting hand of god can hug them tight. Prayers from Alabama
I've been following along since I prayed for you thru Kelly's Korner request. Still praying for peace and strength for you and your family during this difficult time. You are an amazing woman with an amazing family. Sending prayers from Utah.
ReplyDeleteThank you for your testimony and for your abilty to praise Him in the storm.
ReplyDeleteWhen silence is God's only voice,
and waiting on Him my only choice,
a banner of faith I humbly raise and offer up a song of praise.
Tho answers He may not impart,
forever I can turst His heart.
Continuing to pray for His mercies to be new to you each day.
Dear Janet and family, I know in this season of life hallelujah must be bitter sweet.
ReplyDeleteI heard this song and wanted to share. I hope it brings joy and comfort.
Please listen, it is beautiful Hallelujah.
http://vimeo.com/55641900
Janet, I am in AWE of your courage, your spirit, your kindness and just YOU! I found you through Kelly's blog and have followed you since then. I pray for you, your family and your friends. You inspire me to be a better person and Christian.
ReplyDeleteJanet, God Bless you and your family! Your Faith is an inspiration to everyone, Thank You! I will miss your blogging and your words of encouragement on life and God. We have never met someday I hope we will. Michelle in Nebraska
ReplyDeleteCovering you & your family in prayer. I love the refrain in this hymm- Be not afraid, I go before you always, come follow me and I will give you rest. My prayer for you - is that our Lord will give you rest.
ReplyDeleteWow- I've never met you, and honestly this is the first time I have come across your blog, but I just wanted to let you know that I am praying for you and your family. Only someone who has found perfect peace in Jesus Christ would truly be able to claim the words that you have written above. Prayers for you all...
ReplyDeletePraying for you.
ReplyDeleteKK @ Preppy Pink Crocodile
You are an amazing woman and inspiration to others. I will be praying for your continued peace.
ReplyDeleteDear Janet, This is the first time reading your blog, I've come via Kelly'Korner. Please accept my prayers for you and your family. You are truly an amazing woman...God bless you.
ReplyDeleteHi Janet! I've come from Kelly's Korner also. I read what you've written and don't really know what to say. Your great courage comes across and the peace that Jesus has given you. I wish I could sit and talk with you. You just seem like someone I wish I knew! I bless you and send my love, even though we don't know one another.
ReplyDeleteJanet,
ReplyDeleteI cannot even imagine what you and your family have been through and are going through. I do know from what Kelly Stamps has said that you have led a life that honors Christ before, and during your fight with cancer. May God bless you for that. I will pray the Lord will be gracious to you and your family and that in His perfect timing the calling of you to His side will not be long and drawn out but sweet and full of celebration and the ability of good memories instead of images of suffering. I hate cancer and I know God hates it more, because He created this world and knows what it's supposed to look like without it. Very soon, my sister, you will be at your Savior's side and no doubt He will say "welcome and well done, my good & faithful servant". May the knowledge of this bring the peace that passes understanding to your family during the time they must live here on earth after you go to Jesus. Blessings.
You are so very brave. Peace and blessings to you. You and your family are in my prayers.
ReplyDeleteIt is no coincidence that as I read this post, this song (in hebrew) began to play from my Spotify list
ReplyDeleteEsa einai el heharim,
me'ayin me'ayin yavo ezri
Esa einai el heharim,
me'ayin me'ayin yavo ezri
Ezri me'im Hashem,
Oseh shamayim va'aretz
Ezri me'im Hashem,
Oseh shamayim va'aretz
translation:
I will lift up my eyes to the mountains.
From where does my help come?
I will lift up my eyes to the mountains.
From where does my help come?
My help comes from the Lord,
who made heaven and earth.
My help comes from the Lord,
who made heaven and earth.
Wishing you and your family peace as you enter the final leg of your journey...
prayers are sent your way
ReplyDeleteDear Janet, This is the first time visiting your blog, I stopped by from Kelly's Korner. You are such an inspiration to so many others. I will be praying you and your family.
ReplyDeleteI have been following your blog for some time now and I thank you for sharing your life and love for God so freely and openly. You have been a light for truth and He is glorified in your words. God be with you and your family in the days ahead!!
ReplyDeletewhat a legacy you have! such an inspiration with an amazing testimony. praying for you and your family. god bless.
ReplyDeleteJanet, This is also my first time to visit your blog ... and I too came from Kelly's blog. I have spent my afternoon and evening reading every single post, from the start of your journey up until now. I am so thankful for your unwavering faith, your boldness for Christ, and the legacy of faith you are leaving with your beautiful family. I will be praying for you in this final season of your life here on Earth, knowing with full confidence that complete healing will come in the hands of the Father. Praying for comfort and hope for your loving family.
ReplyDeleteBetsy in Texas
Janet and family,
ReplyDeleteI've visited your blog a few times after reading about your journey on Kelly's blog. I humbly offer you my deepest admiration for your faith and your courage. What amazing strength you are showing during this time. May God's love surround you and your family during this time. And may your know that your time here on Earth has been for a purpose and for a reason. You have made a difference in the lives of many - including me.
Lifting you up in prayer!
Kerry
Praying for you and your family!
ReplyDeleteI don't know you, but have followed your story. You are such an inspiration and I pray you and your family will find peace and comfort.
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