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Friday, November 15, 2013

"His Grace Abounds In Deepest Waters"

John 16:32b-33 "Yet I am not alone, for the Father is with me.  I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace.  In the world you will have tribulation.  But take heart; I have overcome the world."

The doctor confirmed that my cancer has progressed.  The places that were seen on the scans in September on my liver and my lungs have increased in size.  There is also a place on my back that has grown and that has been the cause of my pain this last week.  Since the disease has progressed, I can no longer be on the clinical trial that I was on.  There is a new clinical that I might start in a few weeks but we are still working out the details.  I also have fluid around one of my lungs which has been causing the shortness of breath and today I had the procedure done to drain it.  The doctor basically told us that because of the progression of the cancer, it was terminal at this point and we would only be able to manage symptoms. 

It is hard to explain the peace I have with this news.  I felt like God took me out of my body today and was explaining everything about someone else life.  I'm not in denial because it is very real to me.  Having Jesus in my life is what gives me hope in this journey.  I wouldn't want to live without Hope in Him. 

The timing of everything has been so evident to me of God being in control.  I wasn't even suppose to have a CT scan until this next Monday but it was moved up to yesterday, then was able to see the doctor to today.  We didn't think it would be possible to get the fluids drained today because we didn't get the results until noon.  They were able to fit me in at Northwest Hospital.  I was very nervous about the procedure due to the fact of having fluids drained off my abdomen several months ago was very painful to me.  When they took me back to the procedure room I prayed and asked Jesus to help me get out of the boat in the midst of the storm and keep my eyes on Him.  He showed me so much grace and there was no pain involved.  They drained almost 2 liters of fluid from my left lung.  No wonder I had shortness of breath.  My lungs now have to re adapt and expand with taking deep breaths and that feeling is a little uncomfortable.

My family and I truly appreciate all the love, prayers and support during this journey.  So many have asked what they can do for us and all I can say is pray for a miracle.  We all shared emotions together today and I am so thankful we all have peace, even though it is harder on my family and friends, I know no matter what I have victory in the end.

Tony, Bryan and David

Me, Jenna and Jordan




 Here is a song that became a theme song for our family today that I want to share.  It is called "Oceans" by Hillsong

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xoZE2RsthRg.

"Today is the day the Lord has made, I will rejoice and be glad in it."





22 comments:

  1. I am praying for a miracle Janet. You are constantly in my prayers, today I even found myself at a stop light just praying for peace and a miraculous healing for you and your family.

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  2. You and your family are in my prayers!
    Debbie Westbrooks

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  3. Praying for you and your sweet family...

    Susan in Indiana

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  4. Praying for continued miracles, praying for continued peace and praying for continued sweet times with your family! amen & Amen & AMEN! BE ENCOURAGED dearest Janet! With much love and many continued prayers! Cherry in Florida

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  5. I am praying for a miracle for you Janet. Your faith at this time is such a beacon of who, and whose, you are.

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  6. Praying that until the Lord heals you ~ you have peace, joy, no pain and tons and tons of quality time with family and friends. Stay encouraged in the Hope of the Lord.

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  7. The grace and faith you are demonstrating is such a huge encouragement to me. I pray for God's continued presence and comfort for you and your family. See you in Heaven one day, my friend!

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  8. Janet, I LOVE how you wrote about the peace that God has given! HE promised us that and you are a testimony of that fulfilled promise! I also love how you wrote that you felt like He took you out of your body and was explaining about someone else's life! Such a good reminder that this life, these fleshly bodies, are but a shell. We move on out when it's time to go home and I truly believe, for the believer, that will be the most glorious day EVER! Oh how wonderful when we no longer have to say, "so long for now" to our loved ones, but we'll all be joined together for eternity! I do pray for you and your family as it seems time is drawing nigh...but never underestimate the power of God. Our days are numbered...and only our Father knows what day we get to come home! Praying continually for you and your precious family. Rest in His magnificent Word and lean on the promises of God.

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  9. Praying for your family and that you will still be able to get away to Colorado for Thanksgiving. Trusting that God is holding you in the palm of his hand and will extend to you mercies beyond measure.

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  10. I am weeping over your news, not because there is no hope...but because you so beautifully and bravely point to the Giver of hope. May he continue to lead you where your trust is without borders <3 Praying...

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  11. Janet,

    Having followed you for a long time, and having commented a few times, I feel like I know you. Having the medical background, especially with pulmonology (so glad you had the fluid pulled off your lung)....I would encourage you to go to Colorado. Making memories is what our lives are about, and especially important both you and all your family at this time. I would also encourage you to explore hospice care. Most people see it as last thing to think about, but I have had patients on it for over a year or two. The pain control is the best, they take care of all complications and let you live the best life you can. I appreciate your honesty during your journey and know that your will will live on. Hugs to you and your family during this time. You are definitely in our thoughts and prayers.

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  12. Love you so much. Not 5 minutes pass in my day that I'm not breathing a prayer over you.

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  13. I agree with Megan. She stated my thoughts well. You have been such a personal inspiration to me during my cancer battle which does not compare to yours. You and your family are always in my prayers. I am amazed how God has intertwined our families and know He has been at work. Make memories with your family and focus on that circle, knowing your are lifted up by many other folks. You are dearly loved.

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  14. Janet, you are inspiring. Praying for you in Australia. Michelle xx

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  15. Hello old friend! As always I am amazed by your faith and will be praying for healing in Jesus Name.

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  16. Will you please pray fervently that I will know and love Jesus and live for eternal truth like you? Thank you.

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  17. Janet, I don't know you, but for some reason the Lord keeps bringing your name to my mind. That is one of the awesome things about the body of Christ...we don't have to personally know someone in order to pray for them. I am praying for you each day and I have been BLESSED by your testimony here on your blog. I am praying for strength for your days. I hope you get to take the trip with your family.

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  18. As my husband battled cancer, I came across your blog. Your faith and testimony is such a blessing and I have been praying for you as I awake during the night. My husband's last visit was so good, that he is planning on a two week mission trip to Zambia in March. I am praying that you will continue to trust His heart and continue to bless mine as you share how the Lord continues to show His love to you each day.

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  19. In March of 2010 my sweet little three year old was diagnosed with a rare aggressive muscle cancer. He is now 6 and cancer free. I don't understand why the Lord heals some on earth and some eternally. I guess some day we will find out...or will we even care at that point? All I want to do is sit at the feet of Jesus. I am praying so hard for you. God bless you as you walk this journey. Not alone.

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  20. Praying for you and your family. I have a friend who healed she was told terminally also.She looked into natural ways to cure her cancer. Yes it is possible. She found a wonderfyl naturaopathic doctor to lead her thru the process and has beated the cancer. Please do not give up hope. I pray you and your family will look into naturaopathic ways. My friend did this with the hekp of her cancer Dr. Look up ph balance for cancer treatment.

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  21. Please, PLEASE, look into natural cures for cancer. There are a variety of options, from baking soda to cannaboids. Which one is best for you depends on the type of cancer and your body.. but there ARE ways to cure cancer. If you would like some links, please let me know. I would be glad to help you.

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